Sunday, 5 May 2013

Recently #14

Hello everyone! I'm sure you'll all be pleased to know this week has been a much better week. I'm currently feeling a bit odd about my blog, I feel like it just doesn't fit in. I don't have enough money to buy loads of makeup or clothes to blog about or the time to blog each day and I don't have an overly exciting life either. Also feel I don't have the right image everyone else seems to happy go lucky and always in lush clothes and look so good. but ah well I feel just as if my blog is just pointless to people, like no one actually cares. On another note, I got more uni results back this week, they weren't as good but I still passed, we had our last lab session of the year too. I've started to consider other career roots this week too, after a few depressing lectures and labs and examining bones to find they were children and babies and then realising I'm in a room with dead people has really changed my views. I'd still love to be a pathologist but the thing is could I deal with that much sadness all the time? I know I'd get used to it eventually and be able to put it out of mind but at the same time I think genetic engineering or something like that would be a really good choice. I don't know I guess I'll decide eventually. Aside from this I've had a rather laidback-ish week, Two pieces of work done, two left. I plan on tackling them tomorrow, lots of exam revision to do still mind. This week I also got my first benefit foundation which I love, a post to come soon, I also got a new phone and upgraded to the iphone 5. I'm going to miss my little windows phone but I've had every other operating system so I might as well try this one too.
Anyway lets get on with it.

This week, I've been; 
Listening to My download festival playlist of course, not long at all now. I really need to find a tent and make a list of bands we have to see and such.
Reading I started re-reading Deadlocked last night ready for Tuesday, the final sookie stackhouse book is out. What am I going to with my life if it doesn't end the way I hope? I'm dreading it. 
Watching Desperate Housewives, oh how I love this show, I've wanted the boxset since season 8 finished and John bought it me earlier this week and it's all I've watched since, I'm nearly finished season 1. I actually forgot how good it was. 
Lusting after Some nice summer clothes that fit nicely, I have yet to find any. I'm really struggling to find clothes to fit right now everything's too big but I don't understand it because I still have fat so its odd.
Wishing for Happiness, not generally happiness but personal image and body happiness. I'm really working on it, I'm sick of feeling bad for eating something or feeling as if I shouldn't eat something incase I put loads of weight on. I'm never going to be a stick insect I really should just learn to be happy with my body, I have pretty big hips that aren't going anywhere anytime soon, so I'll just have to learn to love them.
Getting excited about London! Our trip to London is all sorted for July, we have spending money saved and everything is booked. I'm so excited, it's silly really because its only London but its so much more interesting than Durham/Newcastle/Middlesborough. I can't wait to treat myself to some pieces I really want and eat some good food and have a good time really.

This week I'm not including a video sorry guys. 

8 comments:

  1. I just discovered your blog and I like it a lot!!
    I am following you now, can you follow me back?
    http://itislovelyfood.blogspot.com/

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    1. Thank you, I'll take a look at your blog x

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  2. I have a load of the Sookie Stachouse books, I think I got to the sixth one before we moved and I just haven't read any since, I need to carry on reading them x

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    1. I love them, I think after the 8th one it goes a bit downhill and you begin asking yourself why do you still read them when she's ruining everything you want to happen haha. But I'd definitely say to read the rest of them x

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  3. Glad you are deciding on what career path you want :D
    I know you have said here that your blog is doesn't 'fit in' but I think that should be a good thing to you, gives you the chance to find a niche and embrace it :D
    I also really like your blog :) xx

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    1. Thank you, so am I although I imagine I'll change again before I finish uni haha.
      And thank you, I'm pleased you like my blog. I'm sure I'll be happy with it soon haha xx

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  4. Hi, I've just found your blog and I have been reading back through your posts. Just wanted to say I love it, it's so nice to find a blog with similar interests to me (makeup, reading, music) My sister is doing a course similar to you at uni too

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    1. Oh thank you! I'm pleased you like it and oh cool all the best people do sciencey courses ;) haha.

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